I feel like a dork. I’m leaving to go to dental school soon and I really am afraid of what will happen. When I was 17 or so my brother was severely depressed. Rather than cry about it, I would stay up online until about 1am after I knew my mom (who was worried sick about him) had fallen asleep. I learned how cool the internet could be. Since this point, I haven’t stopped. Now I am online nearly every minute I am home. I do other things, jogging, piano, go out with friends…but the minute I step in the door, I’m online. My husband complains but I can’t stop. It has spun out of control. I feel nervous and shaky when I can’t get on. I stay up until 2am reading medical journal articles and looking up information on other things I’m interested in. I pick fights with people online because it gives me a "buzz." What is my problem? How do I end this? I try all the time and I fail!
HA! Get rid of my computer? Because I won’t need that for dental school?

I feel like a dork. I’m leaving to go to dental school soon and I really am afraid of what will happen. When I was 17 or so my brother was severely depressed. Rather than cry about it, I would stay up online until about 1am after I knew my mom (who was worried sick about him) had fallen asleep. I learned how cool the internet could be. Since this point, I haven’t stopped. Now I am online nearly every minute I am home. I do other things, jogging, piano, go out with friends…but the minute I step in the door, I’m online. My husband complains but I can’t stop. It has spun out of control. I feel nervous and shaky when I can’t get on. I stay up until 2am reading medical journal articles and looking up information on other things I’m interested in. I pick fights with people online because it gives me a "buzz." What is my problem? How do I end this? I try all the time and I fail!

Thank you for coming to answer my question.
Yesterday I saw some very odd things going on around me. I have never seen these things happen before (while sober- or under the influence). I have done drugs before- and I know that I was not under the influence of any drugs.

Now then, yesterday morning when I got home I laid down on my bed and stared at the wall. As I looked a shadow started to take shape- The shape of my mother- the shadow began to walk from one corner of the room to the next via the wall- shifting from my mom as an adult to my mom as a child. Her specific characteristics were easily recognizable to me because well, she’s my mom. Slowly she disappeared at the edge of the wall. Another shadow began to form, it was a tall man in a suit with an old swinger’s sort of hat. He walked casually, as one would on the street straight from one corner to the other. The third shadow person formed incorrectly. It was obviously human but its proportions were off- the shadow stayed in place waiting. I began to think of how you would fix a person that was built incorrectly as one might while drawing- and the shadow began to change as I wanted it to. When I let it slip back out of my mind it returned to its normal disfigured shape.

Later that day things that were stationary moved. My mom had this santa claus decoration on an end table near the stairs and it became a blur that was running up and down the stairs.

If I closed my eyes sometimes I could see a circular ring of spinning light energy at each of the joints in my arms- it was usually a bright neon color and it seemed to come from my skin.

While on my computer certain things would become distorted. I was reading an article online yesterday and a small bump came up beneath the words as I went and rolled underneath the screen like something trapped under fabric would. It was not computer generated. It paused where I paused, if I jumped to another line it jumped there too. And also, I was talking to a friend over instant messenger and sparks of bright colors were coming out of the words that I found interesting.

While walking to the bathroom my shadow would walk the opposite way.

Has anyone ever expierienced this while sober?
I have done MANY DIFFERENT DRUGS.
This was NOT a hallucination that came from drugs.
Has anyone ever seen other odd things while sober?
Is this related to something super natural?
THIS WAS NOT A FLASHBACK.

April 10,2010

My mom’s dog and I were simply just walking in the field where we normally walk everyday. Suddenly,I had seen the familiar American PitBull whom we seen some wks ago.(We were actually right by this pitbull before.. everything was fine. No agressions,no attempts to hurt.. Nothing happened THAT day). I said with a friendly smile, "Oh look,remember this dog;the dog we seen recently?" My mom’s dog barked & backed away. I told her "NO Barking!" Because she always bark at random innocent animals (who’s leashed!). This time,she barked for actual protection. I found out ltr. So I’m noticing the American Pittbull’s eyes were still on my moms pup,so I kept my eyes on her but before I knew it,the pit crept @ my leg,bit my mother’s dog on her left side.she screeched! I cried,screamed,yelled for help to help my puppy! Noone had came yet. I responded quickly by grabbing my moms puppy by the string of her collar,spun her around in mid air,while still yelling for help with tears clouding my eyes. Noone was coming. I guess with each turn,I didn’t realize my arms was going down. So the pitt managed to get my pup somehow,(I don’t remember).
My energy level was getting low, I had trouble breathing,the pitt had my pup’s neck in her jaws. I yelled for someone to help Please!!! Seconds ltr, men from the neighbors were helping us. I’m told someone had a 3×4 & a stick,hitting the dog. They were scared also. Yes.Even the owner was very careful! (Or at least I thought he was the owner). Last thing I seen was my pup in the american pitbulls mouth. The pit somehow managed to let go. Don’t know what happened! I was still crying drastically. I thought my mothers pup was gone.

Suddenly, she moved a little bit,got up, & backed away from everyone. She finally came to me with tears in her eyes & a wet somewhat bloody coat from pits saliva. The man who helped us most & stayed @ most also called the police. 2 polices arrived within less than a min. Still terrified,crying, & traumatized, One police asked for my address,I couldn’t think. Struggling to talk,crying, I told him I don’t remember. So he asked me to call my mom for the info. So I did. My mom rushed to the scene. I couldn’t stop thanking everyone! I continued walking my mom’s dog. She did her business,she was afraid to be touched or even get inside the car. After I had finished walking her, I gently placed her in the car,we arrived home. From there, my mom cleaned her pups wounds. I didn’t realize I had gotten scratched up or bitten until one of the police’s had told me. I didn’t care. Nor did I feel what happened! So I cleaned my injuries & they highly recommend I go to the hospital for potential virus infection(s). Still cleaning her pups wounds, the peroxide & blood soaked into the concrete of our porch. Her pup kept moving towards me shaking a bit. We took her inside. She didn’t eat that day nor drank anything. She always does 1 or the other. She was in so much distressing pain she just passed the food up.
NOW, her reflexes are: trembling,standing up straight just STARING blankly at the wall. We show her a lot of tlc! <3
She’s slowly trying to eat again.A day ltr she barely ate a handful. After eating, she moaned & layed beside me. So far, she’s slowly getting around. she feels the love given to her =]

As Far as this Viscious Huge American brown pitbull goes, Animal Control has picked her up. She will be in ‘Quaratine’ for 10 days. My mom & I are fighting to keep her in there longer! Animal Control,Polices, & detectives have been contacting me. "Since I was injured in the attack Also." REGARDLESS if she’s my mom’s dog, I WAS ATTACKED! I was asked by the police did I won’t to sue/make a claim report. I said "Yes". He added that ALL possible compensation will go towards her pup! I told him I’m Suing 4 HER.IM SUING 2 KEEP DANGEROUS ANIMALS OFF THE St! Preventing innocent animals from getting harmed even more! That’s what I will Be on that Stand for, fighting 4 Justice! NOT MONEY! I’m in it Strictly for ‘DOGS lives’ saving an innocent life! So many victims die everyday from noone speaking out against animal cruelty/abuse! She Survived! She’s here! That’s all that matters! She has not went to the vet yet because we can’t afford to take her at this time. But in the meantime, we are cleaning her wounds every single day! One docter I seen for my minor injuries was sadden by this story and had a simular incident & told me, my mother’s pup (the lil chihuahua) will die. I told her, with faith in the LORD, everything will be fine.

In Conclusion; My mother’s pup is improving. =]
She’s becoming a bit playful,very clingy again
She’s Blessed!

[This is Our survival story which took place 5 days ago. *Based on a TRUE STORY*]

-GOD BLESS-

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I am a busy mom soon to be student with a job in need of a little help marketing my web sites. I know very little about how to work with goggle, sedsense, clickbank and promoting via articles. Iam looking for someone that will be resonable in there rates.